depressed inside (go back »)

idk im kinda depressed inside, and i get sad alot really easily cuz well im really emotional, and i somewhat cut myself, and i hide it from my boyfriend...i want to tell him but i dont want him to wory and im also afraid that he'll get mad at me, and well ive never seen him mad, and im afraid to see him mad so i dont want to tell him because i dont want him to get mad at me, and he worrys that im gunna get hurt and when i am hurt he gets scared but if i tell him that i hurt myself intentionaly then well he'l get scared and pissed. then since im scared of people when there mad, i'd get scared and who knows what would happen next...

i feel like i want to die right now